If you're reading this and you pay close attention to my posts on Facebook, you have an idea how my day is today but just in case, I'll repeat myself: I have 3 theory-intense exams today. As I'm writing this blog, 2 of them are already done... yeah! But I have one left in 3 hours and I need to kill some time so why not blog a bit. At the same time, my smart phone is charging.
The best way I can describe my state of mind right now is: I am a zombie. I finding out the power of coffee and energy drinks today. I'm actually really happy that I picked up smoking again in the last week. The nicotine is keeping me going and bringing down my anxiety levels. The beers that I had for lunch time where soothing from my delicate nature when I came out from my first exam. I'm doing this whole day with only around 4 hours of sleep. I've been cramming studies all week-end. When I say cramming, let me give you an idea of my schedule since Saturday morning. All I've been doing is studying a few hours then taking a nap. Wake up and studying again and take a nap, again. Rince and repeat so I haven't had a full night of sleep for 3 days now.
I did start the day by taking a shower and dressing pretty so I would feel good about myself. That was at 7:30 am. At this time of the afternoon, around 3:30 pm, my energy levels are now low and I still have one exam to go at 6 pm. I should be studying and filling the last bit of space I have left in my brain but an other side of me just wants to take a spot in the library and take an hour nap. The latter is getting more interesting now that I wrote it down.
My head is numb. I don't feel the majority of my body. Never will I take again 3 classes on a same day. It is rough and I'm not looking foward for the end of the semester.
A zombie needs a brain to be functionnal but I can't help wonder if a zombie can eat their brains. Mine is so rich in knowledge and pack with stuff that I'm sure it's pretty tasty. So off I go to sleep at the library and instead of screaming: "Brainnnnsss!" I'll just be: "Zzzzzzzzzz."
... first of all, sorry to invade your space like this, without being invited... thing is, I thought about you out of nowhere lately - isn't our mind a wonderful thing? - and a quick search and you popped up on my screen! Now, since I don't like the idea of "stalking" or whatever, I've decided to simply say "Hi!"...
ReplyDeleteSince the Internet is a playground, I have a question for @AskShanna, but I'll only ask if we follow each other (you can find me easily via my "xing" on my http://free-io.blogspot.ca/)
Until then, take care ;)